After the Australian public have named outspoken blonde Susie 'cruel' and 'toxic' over the treatment of her groom Billy, Susie tells New Idea that she's being 'tortured'.
“Yes, it's insane and an absolute killer it is so upsetting. It is one of the most hardest things I've had to go through, and wouldn't wish it upon anybody," she laments.
"Being told to kill yourself, being told you're the ugliest person in the world, being called every name under the sun, your daughter being brought into it, it's absolutely awful," she adds.
"I have to keep reminding myself, I know who I am and those who love me know who I am and the opinions of these people who don't know me and form these opinions after 10 minutes of the worst possible thing that could be shown, those opinions are not valid to me," she continues.
"I'm not going to let them affect me. I take ownership for my actions but I'm not going to feed into the extent that they're trying to make me feel.
"I feel like I'm the most hated person in Australia," she adds .