Nicole Kidman is reportedly heartbroken she is losing her kids to Scientology.
According to In Touch, although Nicole is at peace with her adopted children Connor and Bella being Scientologists, it still 'stung' when Bella recently appeared in a new video detailing her experience as an 'auditing intern'.
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In the aforementioned video Bella thanks her loved ones including her dad, but didn't mention Nicole.
"Nicole though that she and Bella were getting closer," an Insider told the publication.
"She worried she's lost both her and Connor forever," they added.
Connor, 24, is currently engaged to a Scientologist but 'fears she won't be invited to the wedding.'
"It's heartbreaking. She misses her older kids," adds the insider.