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EXCLUSIVE: How Schapelle Corby is healing after her time behind bars

It's been a decade since she was released from Kerobokan Prison in Bali.
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While it’s been a decade since her release from Bali’s infamous Kerobokan Prison, Schapelle Corby remains a prisoner of the past.

Haunted by over nine years spent in an overcrowded, humid cell, Schapelle finds it impossible to talk about the day she was freed on parole – February 10, 2014. The memories are just too harrowing.

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Today, aged 46, she lives quietly with her mother Rosleigh Rose in Logan, Queensland, creates resin clocks for a living, and dreams of finding a fairytale prince. Only half joking, she describes her cute rescue dog Lucille – ‘Lulu’ for short – as the love of her life.

“It’s not easy being Schapelle,” a friend tells New Idea.

“Dating is difficult for her – everyone has an opinion about Schapelle and people can be quite pushy,” they add.

“Because she was the biggest story in Australia for so many years, total strangers think they know her. She is so recognisable, but the Corbys are a very close-knit family and support her all the way.”

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Schapelle has been a major Australian name for almost 20 years. (Credit: New Idea)

Deported from Indonesia to Australia in an elaborate security operation on May 27, 2017, Schapelle was chased by media helicopters and rapidly acquired a massive social media following after landing in Australia.

She’s been the subject of stage musicals, TV spoofs and much speculation.

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It’s been 10 years since Schapelle left prison on parole. (Credit: Supplied)

A reluctant celebrity, Schapelle has appeared on reality shows SAS Australia and Dancing with the Stars, but regularly refuses most interview requests.

“It’s too emotional for her,” a family confidant reveals. “She doesn’t get why people are interested in her. But she’s come to accept that a lot of her social media followers do genuinely want the best for her.”

That’s why the convicted drug smuggler shared her heartbreak after splitting with Indonesian boyfriend Ben Panangian in 2021. She even asked fans to help her find somebody else to love following the long-distance couple’s break-up.

Loved ones have been her biggest support. (Credit: Supplied)

Taking to Instagram, she posted a photo of herself with Ben scribbled out and wrote, “Looking for a new Four Leaf Clover. *ATTENTION* Help a girl out.” They hadn’t seen each other in person since 2019 but enjoyed a couple of Asian holidays together before Ben pulled the pin on their 16-year relationship.

It was yet another blow for Schapelle. Almost a decade behind bars not only put her sanity at risk but also robbed her of the chance to be a mother. Instead, she dotes on her nieces and nephews, plays with “best friend” Lulu and crafts ocean-themed clocks.

The former beauty student has “always been creative” according to a former prison visitor who got to know her well inside Kerobokan’s forbidding walls.

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For Schapelle, making art has been helpful in the healing process. (Credit: Supplied)

“Schapelle’s sister Mercedes used to take her beads to make friendship bangles and ankle bracelets,” he says. “She would also knit or crochet quite elaborate mobile phone covers as gifts.

“Even when she was close to despair and battling the Indonesian justice system, she would still do other inmates’ nails. It was really touching.

“The jail was a hellhole. Schapelle was housed in a cell with up to 20 other women, sleeping on thin mattresses on a concrete floor, with a communal squat toilet cordoned off in one corner.

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Schapelle is enjoyed a new sense of peace. (Credit: New Idea)

“It was hot, steamy, and smelled terrible. There was absolutely no privacy – people would have sex in the visiting area. No wonder she was diagnosed with severe mental illness. It was sad. Even in the depths of psychosis, she always dreamed of the Pacific Ocean near her Queensland home.”

At long last, Schapelle can splash in the breakers whenever she wants.  Blessed with new-found serenity, she says simply, “The world is going to judge you no matter what you do, so live your life the way you want to.”

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